let's make that silence chaotic;

just trying

2009-12-29T02:53:00.001-08:00

I'm currently blogging through windows writer, just to try out. cool huh?

i think its best it stays this way

2009-09-25T05:14:00.000-07:00

I just finished watching. It teared me. Especially the last part. Cause it reminded me about 6th March 2008, the day we Pasirians cried and laugh together as a team.

Once a Pasirian, always a Pasirian

I miss korang, very much

makyaye!

2009-09-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA KORANG KORANG!

that's it.

kanye go die

2009-09-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

Before I start anything,

BLOGGER MEREPEK LAGIIIII!

Man, I cannot upload the pictures man.

Anyway,

Yes, stupid kanye. Ass man. then what drama put on his blog what shit sorry to taylor and her mom. KLAKAR PE?!. As a super frequent ONTD reader, i swear you go to twitter and almost ALL the celebs were dissing kanye.

LOVE YOU TAYLOR!

i'll upload the pics once blogger's not as asshole as kanye

stupid, they took away the video. now try my luck, see whether can upload pics.

YAY CAN! :D:D

longlong

2009-09-13T02:15:00.000-07:00

I miss being on this page.
havent blogged for eons.
Oh well. I guess I'm just..

Busy/ Lazy/ Not in the Mood.

Yes, Haha. Anyway, people puasa 1 month, I puasa 3 weeks. Alaar. Got reason mah. But then still have to pay back for 7 days during normal months. Damn. Gah. The advantage and the dis advantages of being a girl. Wah yesterday, being my last non-puasa day, I evilly ate in front of many muslims, like seriously. Cause me and my neighbours always like go to each others house for no paricular reason and make a mess as if it was our house. Coincidentally, one of my neighbours also tak puasa. But she damn slumber, she eat in front of everybody. Then she ask me eat with her. Wah, thanks eh. But I still love this human. :D

School's starting in like, 7 hours and 30 minutes. NOO! Raya's in one week. YAY! But, wahlao! come back school, rot there for one week, to prepare for exams, then it's Hari Raya. Then another one week, EXAMS! Like wah! Time flies so fast man.

Q:Why did the boy throw his watch out of the window?
A:He wanted to see time fly!

Lame I know. It just reminded me of that, lol.
Still need to do some raya shopping man. Havent buy tudung. yeh, that's basically it. and,

I WANT A PRPS RAYA OUTING

I miss korang.

Fort Canning Central Battle Feild. awesome.

2009-08-26T04:50:00.000-07:00

Refer to title.

Seriously is very very very awesome.

I love very much.

haha bahasa merepek.

currently watching BOF.

:D:D

2009-08-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

-I don't have any problems with you, seriously. I DONT have any of the bullshit problems you think I'm having. I dont.
-Since when did I say you blamed me? Sumpah I didn't mention anything close about that in tt scolding me and all that the letter.
-I did say sorry too, y'know. You don't know how fucking sorry I am. It was sincere. Not to be rude or scold you or anything you did on your blog to me. Capitalised, Red, Big fonts. I never did wanna cari pasal with you. Why aleh2 you start scolding me and all that stuff?
-Suddenly got something to do with facebook. Sejak bila Facebook masuk campur? I never did say anything about facebook ar through facebook to you, kan? And what quotations? HUH?!?!
-Sejak bila aku cakap aku nak putuskan hubungan ni. TAK PERNAH! Tak perlu pe kau bbual gitu.

I really didnt want this to even start. I said it nicely, with nice language and the best possible lenient handwriting I had. You, with the hurting language and that warning font. It hurts me, hard. Especially when you're my friend. Like wtf? You said I got problem? Asked me what my problem is? I FUCKING DONT HAVE A PROBLEM LAH SIA! Aku ada tanak get pissed and hadle all this calmly. see this is why I dont wanna talk to you. Cause I know I'll just blow up and like practically shout at you or something like that. Ye lah, like you said kan. Aku bbual nanti orang sumer tengok nanti paisey pe.

"I'd rather be hated for being who I am than be loved for being who I'm not" -Madonna.

:D

2009-08-19T02:25:00.000-07:00

Paisey.

MY BROTHER DIDNT THROW MY CAMERA LIKE YAY!

Haha. Wanna upload CIP pics and MAC pics on facebook. But being the too-advanced world., somethings wrong with facebook. Again. Now Hotmail pulak buat hal. Macam Nak rembat tol tol.

K, first of all, sorry to my sayang Muhammad Umar Bin Ramlee for accusing you of throwing the camera and losing my thumbdrive. Even though you DID lose it, We found it like yay! Kay love you lots, brother.

I'm slacking. My grades are falling. I need help. Major Help. Seriously Maha Help To The Max. I cannot afford to sleep in class anymore, not do homework and not concentrate and leave my textbooks in class anymore. CANNOT AFFORD! My grades falling like meteorites falling down to Earth. Haha merepek.

Somebody Help.

oh and, Thanks to NCC, it made me stronger by twisting my veins. Not sarcastic, okay!

thanks, sorry

2009-08-15T05:48:00.000-07:00

MY BROTHER LIKE BLOODY HELL THROW MY CAMERA AWAY.

Thanks ah eh Umar. Now all thanks to ~~you~~ me, Me and Hazimah's gonna get a big fat

0

For END OF YEAR exams.

now's the time to feel guilty

SORRY HAZIMAH

2009-08-14T07:25:00.000-07:00

I don't know what I've done. I seriously don't. To make you all understand my story better, these are the characters:

Ashley
Jessica
Hayley
Natalie
Amanda

(note, any of you with these names, it's not you. I just picking random substitude names)

I hang out with these awesome people right here. As I was sick for one week, I didnt go to school. I missed every single bit that they're going through. I missed them. So after one week, I was excited to go back to school. Just imagining the delight in their faces seeing me. But just when I thought I was supposed to be given that welcomed greeting..

They simply ignored me. IGNORED MAHA IGNORED! Serious, I was invincible. What, did I turn invincible the week I wasnt at school? I didn't know what the fuck I did wrong like bloody shit hell to them that I dont exist. I ask ~~them~~ Ashley question, she answer with that unwilling look on her face. She from happy happy look at my face, she turned down. Sialluh, what the fuck I do man? I felt guilty at something I don't even realise doing. Till I broke down, like MAHA broke down nyer case. And to my malay class:

it wasnt just because of the project thingy. it was this.

Natalie also another one. Wah that girl like damn heartbreaker seriously haert damn pain I, again, broke down and cried. So much of the sorrys. So much of the "I was just playing" So much of everything. Blaming me for every single shit that I do nothing. I felt fucking guily kay, you want rembet me or anything, aku sanggup. But you yourself, I cam back and ask you what was the project that needed to be handed in on thursday. You keep saying "project project project". Like hello! you're not answering the fucking question. And blmae ME for asking teacher what project it was? I already said,

I'M FUCKING SORRY

and I'm still allowing you to hit me.
Thank you to hatziqah, Nisa and Irna.

my whole point of substituting the names so that people wont know who they ore. But it kinda seems too obvious. I'm sorry

2009-08-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

I'm back.

Went to Popular. Was a let down. There, they put bigbig:

70%
10 Items or more.

Sakit Hati like damn Sakit hati ah. Heartbreak mah! Then in the end I bought Scissors and Stapler, So that I wont keep borrowing Mummy's/Wenli's/Cheryl Ho's. Talking About Cheryl Ho, OMG I FORGOT BUY HOLE PUNCHER! Oh wait, kakak have right? haha. Okay and OH, I bout the mint chocolate, you know, the one in the box, got small bullet-like chocolate that one, yeh I bought. And you know you know, I cannot use the card. Like damn pfft.

Got home just in time for MTV Movie Awards. Man it was fun, seriously. Had popcorns with us mummy made for us, Thank you mummy! And so we watched all the fake kissing drama. And Kristen Steward And Ben Stiller drama. Wah, kecoh, really.

Then, had to get ready for housewarming at daddy's friend's new house. NICE! Woodlands there. Then ate blablabla. okay, the went to town for the Firewirks. There, like of course, MNMs were there, like duh. But some bring mak bapak YOU! And I tell you, their parents are super kecoh, cute! tapi anak, prangai merepek. Come to me personally if you want to hear what their expressions were. Cute giler, man. So It all started and I loved it. Oh, this reminded me of Kumar.

"Everytime National Day, fireworks I cry. Cause that's my income tax"

Wah cute ah he. Okay, back. So after fireworks, got out of the heavy traffic. And well, usual mother (only mine, okay!) instincts, she said. "Who feeling ice cream" Alamak, aper lagi sia! But in the end, the Macdonalds idk what happened, the ice cream cannot give. Haha, like huh? Cool right? So we got Milkshakes for the price of Sundaes. :D lucky much? haha. AND AND AND. We got Seaweed Shaker Fries. YAY YAY! Been waiting for that to come back sey.So had a nice one in the car. Haha, some of you may think it's disgusting. Well for my Family, we dirty it together, we clean it together. aww. I sweet kan?

When I got back, my father told me some thing bout makcik keropok

I tell in malay first kay. I lazy translate

"Kawan ayah. Anak sedara dier sumer kes tatoo and rambot coloured ah. Then the makcik serang, it got thier anak. WAH MAKCIK VAMPIRE! It somehow sucked all the darah. Meninggal tu anak. Then my friend cakap, this makcik damn ugly. So to be pretty, She suck children's blood."

Like stupid right? But damn sad ah that girl/boy.

yeh, so long fellas.

2009-08-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

If you follow me on Twiiter and you're my facebook friend, then You'll know what my shoutout is. I'm super Hyper today, being a Singaporean. Not because of Singapore's birthday, kay maybe a little. But thanks to the TV shows, I WISH I could stay at home on a Sunday today. If only Saturdays were this enjoying..

BUT, I wanna go D'marquee later! Popular got clearance sale! :D:D I'm a a fan of Popular now, NYAHAHA!

wasalamun.

2009-08-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

I'm BACK!again.

Kay, This is what I've been doing this past.. how many minutes.

Cool aye?
Thanks Salwaa!:D:D

oh and..

Siblings From Different mums. Though it isnt clear, I say, they really DO look alike.

kay, signing off, i think imma go to bed this early tonight. boring mah!

oh and,

I'M WAITING FOR TOMORROW TO COME! Cause it's MTV Movie Awards. and as you all know, KRISTEN DROPPED THE TROPHY! haha, cute much?

wasalamun,
manusia

2009-08-08T07:08:00.000-07:00

I'M SO PISSED
with blogger.

And I'm bored, on a Saturday Night. Maybe I shall be like Nabilah, ~~semangat warga Singapura~~ Singaporean Spirit. Yeah, Maybe I SHOULD! Youtube all the Singapore songs, haha.

Somebody, entertain me. I'm serious. I need people like _________ to kill my boredom. Man I miss that earthling. Where did that annoying little sweetheart go? It's times like this, that I need that laughter no one can give me.

EHEHEH!omg, maybe I found a bordome killer just 2 seconds ago! Seriously. Salwaa told me a site that can edit pictures and the effects damn cool. After I edit, I post again, k?

kudos, morons.

Justin Bieber. Awesomeness

2009-08-07T07:28:00.000-07:00

Firstly, I'm super jealous that people's blogger's working fine while mine's not. pfft.

anyway,

You know, if you click on the vid and keep looking at his videos, you'll find out that he met Usher and Usher even let him use his HOUSE for "One Time" music video shoot. And he met Justin Timberlake, Wyclef Jean. And more. He's THAT good okay.

and to Nabilah,
GET WELL SOON YOU SEXY RASHER! haha.

joke

2009-08-05T03:18:00.000-07:00

it's funny
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Thinking about how long it took for me to realise, that I was blardy stupid. I can even laugh at myself for being so stupid, I'm so clumsy! Super idiotic, i swear.

what a joke

how bad can my life be?

2009-08-04T05:23:00.000-07:00

i am hated
people hate me

i am hated
people hate me

i am hated
people hate me

i am hated
people hate me

i am hated
people hate me

I SUCK
TIL PEOPLE HATE ME

i have no life now, serious. Now that Ateekat hates me, if i still hang out with them, i'd feel bloody left out. I know they wont layan me and try to avoid me, trust. Didnt know a stupid mistake can be a mistake of a lifetime.

2009-08-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

http://i70.photobucket.com/albums/i81/izahin/twitter.jpg

it says it all!

MC

2009-08-02T21:04:00.000-07:00

I'm pissed
I'm bored
I'm sad
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.
because today, apparently, is the starting of my MC. K, not quite. ok shut up.

Friday during recess something happened and being the sensitive me, I cried, too much i had a fever. Luckily a slight one. But I guess I really AM hated by ___________. (come to me personally to fill up that blank). He/she dont even reply to anything i say to him/her. So then the doctor gave me 8 days MC. Which means one whole week of not seeing my rockstars. At the same time, I get to see my umarion 24/7. NYAHA! Wah that boy brighten my day man. haha.

So, I'll be stuck in this house watching harry potter and catching up with my class everytime. Maybe I should sms phoebe now on what they're doing. haha, mean much?

i gotta run, need some fooood!
take care, morons.

dreamdreamdream

2009-07-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

finally, like TRALALAAAAA!

blogger's back. ALHAMDULILLAH!

yeh, i had the WEIRDEST DREAM EVER.
like seriously.
I dreamt, i was in a 'so called minah rempit clan'. just that it was bicycle, not motor. (like, wtf?) as a freshie i always like smangat ah, so skali idk what happened, i got first. then skali, after the race, i just cycle slowly at PRP or SSP i cannot remember. Then you know you know... I saw __________ in LOYANG uniform with his girlf. she also from loyang ah. Then not only that, he was DARK and FAT. Not hot anymore i was surprised it was even him. k wait, let's call him jacob ah eh? so like, when jacob saw me, he asked his gf to go home first, cause he had something to attend. Then typical manja girlfs will beg for her to stay and the typical boyf will threaten and al that, BLABLABLA. i see i meluat, serious. So, he came up to me, and i was like, 'what in the wooorld?'. THen jacob was like, "can i talk to you, now, please?" then i sai...

can i skip this part, please?

oh and, I DREAMT THAT HE GOT DRIVING LICENCE, AT SEC 1!
how irritating can my dream get. I think i AM weird. My kind of species is RARE.
yeah.

haha.

trainfire

2009-07-28T05:34:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS A BLAST!

K, blogger's not as merepek as dulu, but still. 'sudah lah tu, Izaan. Bersyukur sikit'.

I, Izaan Noorzahin Bte Ramlee, for the first time, got my fingertips, palm, hand on a rifle. Yes, I may sound jakon, but not all people get the priveledge of doing that, y'know? 'bangga ah?'.
Went to school per normal, blabla. Wanted the day to go fast but slow at the same time. Fast cause I cannot wait to bloody hell go to HQ. Slow couse I bragged music. I HAD TO PERFORM BLOODY SHITZXDSJHFBK. For once, I had to thank Dr Ong for having the meeting with Mr Leong, which means another week to practice. PHEW!

So went out of keyboard room 7 mins earlier thanks to MATTHEW! Man, that guy I wanna kill him yet thank him. So met all the NCC-ians at the tower and saw teekat having that look which you do NOT wanna see. But she still looks hot though,

"Atikah, chill ah kay? You'll still rock man. You have me, woman. I'll be there when you need me, sayang. K?'

So had Science common test earlier. MUAHAHA!, which I did it anyhow. MAN I'M SLACKING! Then recessed. Like damn peaceful ah, It's only us. So changed to number four and..
why the hell am i saying all this?

Kay, reached there and then reported. Then Ma'am Shima led us to the learning hut with some of us carrying the M16s. She did the demonstration to stripping the rifle. Like damn easy and fun. Seriously. I did it, i felt like stripping RIFLE LAH! and assembling again and again. Super Fun. But in real situations, war etc you wanna do that enemy kill you first sia. But, I WANNA DO IT AGAIN. Then she thought us to aim, in proning position. I LOVE. And then when IA happens, which means rifle uploaded but cannot shoot, have to shout "IA IA IA!" which sounds like, "AIR AIR AIR!"

THANK YOU MA'AM SHIMA! Come back tau on tuesday!

So, part two of today will be jotted down soon.
COMMON TEST, Y'KNOW!

see you later.

2009-07-24T05:36:00.000-07:00

WHY IN THE WORLD DID I DO THAT MAN?!

Izaan Noorzahin, WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!

omgomgomg, what did i do?

NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

crap
crap
crap
crap

what was i thinking? WHAT was i thinking?

Malay Version of Aaron Johnson ALERT!

2009-07-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

http://www.sugarscape.com/userfiles/aaron2.jpg

AARON JOHNSON!

Blogger's all merepek and i cannot upload pic. dammit. K, had an outing with HMLs and that's the reason i actually put aaron johnson's link there.

How easy can you find a Singaporean malay version of Aaron Johnson? VERY RARE, right? But guess what, I was standing one arms length in front of this rare species found! SUUUUUUUPER HOT! Hotter than all the list of Ateekat's hottest guys. Yeh, go see, all damn hot, BUT THIS IS HOTTER! Man, I cannot resist anything. Hottesssssst! Right, Farah?

Inilah nikmatnya memasuki kelas bahasa melayu lanjutan.

On the way back home, my face was like, Ron Weasly under love potion in half blood prince. People gave me that kind of stare i didnt even care. I was so, WAH SIALAH THAT GUY DAMN HOT! which girl wouldnt want him? And me and Farah was like, "what if" -ing. Oh and two those of you who want to see this hotstuff, he'll be in the school magazine. BLOODY HELL I DIN STAND NEAR HIM! Man, I wanna work there. Even if I have to drama and all the, i'd do it. Or at least, pay another 15 dollars to watch again.

name shall not be revealed. Later skali he google his name, find my blog, skali he quit. I go, he's not there. CANNOT LAT THAT HAPPEN!

man, i sound like a freak.

and to me brother kenneth,
GET WELL SOON YOU MORON! we miss you alot man. because of you i think i getting quarantined also. WAH THANKS EH. but get well goon man.

shouldnt have said it.

2009-07-16T02:15:00.000-07:00

I was late to school, again. For the 3290487098610384765087154th time. So now instead of 7.15, I bloody hell have to reach school at 7.10, then I have to go office, give them the notebook and ask them sign. Crap laah. I think I'm gonna make myself wake up at.. 5.45? Yeh, I know. Beginning of the year I woke up at 6. Then later on, 6.15.Then Now, 6.30. Just now, 7! please rewind time. I must go back to the "kiasu-want-to -go-toschool" me. Next time late detension siaaa.

DURING PC WAS HILARIOUS! He wanted to talk about Body Language and all that stuff ah. So Mr Tan asked us to draw our feelings on a paper. Being the ususal him, he would "forget" about the paper and jump to another activity. Then he was like, talking about 30% of what you're trying to say is from words you speak, 70% is from your body language. Then blabla. A few of my friends and myself was called in front of the class. After that he was like, "I give you a scenario, I am a teacher who is giving out Maths exam papers. Izaan is a part time schooler. In 5 days, she only comes for 2 days. Always never hand in homework, always sleep in class. Then her marks were 50/50, Izaan, do your acting." and I was like, "FULLERRRMAKK! *walks back to seat, singing* AAAAAH, AAAAAH!" fuuuuny sia. I dont know what in the world make me sing that.

Then after school, 358-ed to Interchange. Then Afiqah wanted to go to cup walker. Then left me and teekat. as usual, 359-ed back. We were silent the whole way,

Teekat,
I'm sorry about anything I did. It was just my stupid feelings. I told you, anything I feel is bullshit. All merepek. I just wish that things between me and you become back to the old, giler, hyper us, our giler-ness together. I'm sorry kay?

ezanne

on the line cover.

2009-07-10T08:48:00.000-07:00

i think this is super nice.

:D

please lah eh!

2009-07-10T00:14:00.000-07:00

EH HELLO! like, what the hell. I don't say this and mean it at the same time. I don't like it, i don't. But to you, it's a fact. It is. you suck. You do, you really do. Damn I'm relieved. Doesnt mean you're hot (cannot deny, but just the appearance, attitude merepek) and smart, doesn't mean that you can act like one big shot lah eh. For goodness sake, go back to the real you, the one I can call my best friend. You used to be my best friend, but now, I don't even know you. You're hurting others man. Please lah, I can even cry because I said too much vulgarities at you, even though I know the real you doesnt deserve all that bullshit. Please, not even me, but the others around you feel it too.

Nadhrah sayang, it may sound like you, it's not.

2009-07-09T23:45:00.000-07:00

PICTURES!!! haha, first picture, my sister, with my bike. See that bus number 17? Hanan was in the bus, she saw us. She said we were like twins. LIKE HUH?!?! i until now still cannot see the similarity. Then summore we both same haircut, almost same skin colour, wearing grey that time. Then picture number 2, me, taken by her, with my neighbour's bike. OOH PICTURE 3! my bike with fries and my neighbour's bike. :D:D

Yesterday was awesome. With my immature bicycle skills, i was like, cycling with a pro biker. AND I MADE UP A NEW TERM FOR WLKING THE BIKE! you know where you get up of the bike then you hold the handles then walk? yeh that one is called:

ROMANTIC

Izaan: eh penat ah. yok kiter romantic (get's off bike)
Izzah: dengar dengar romantic kene get off bike.
Izaan: A'AH PE! you tengok the vintage kampong movies. got the boy kadang kadang get off the bike to walk with the girl kan!
Izzah: bullshit sia. orang tengok bukan romantic, macam orang bodoh sia.
Izaan: tsk

cute kan we two. But i think the whole thing was crazy i swear.
THANK YOU KAKAK!
WO AI NI!

2009-07-09T06:40:00.000-07:00

Hot much? gorgeous AARON JOHNSON Gah. Robbie from angus thongs and perfect snogging. HOTHOTHOT. but I dont own him, cause i know he's not mine. What for dream bout it?

oh and went cycling with kak zurah just now. WENT HYPER!! super hyper slash crazy my sister herself canno tahan. idk why im always like that, damn irritating. so yeh, HAD MY 1 DOLLAR DOUCHOFRA! aka double chocolate frappe.!! slurps. went to central and bought fries. cycled under teekat's block back home. RAUDHAH BICYCLE SUSAH SIA NAK CYCLE...

amigos. pictures later

UPIN DAN IPIN MY ADIK ANGKATS!

2009-07-05T03:17:00.000-07:00

refer to title, please. Like seriously, imagine having the two of them PLUS umar in the house. WAH kecorable man. Can die of cuteness i swear.
my favourite parts:

this they compile everything.
but this one, my favouritest i have been saying throughout from i dont know when is this:

EHSAN INTAN PAYONG! "bangoooon! selamat pagi cikgu!"

Nobody-Wondergirls awesome covers.

2009-07-05T02:03:00.000-07:00

She's black. And she understands korea. You look at her account almost all the songs she make the cover's korea. Cool right?

This, my all time favourite. He nicify every song seriously. I jealous of his voice. GET ME A BOYFRIEND WITH THIS NICE OF VOICE WHICH I CAN CAIR ONE PLEEEEASE?

10th Anniversary

2009-07-03T19:16:00.000-07:00

AT LAST! AT LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAST! 10th Anniversary dah finito! Like, gyeah! No more staying back after school. No more. Now all I have to concentrate now is my common tests coming, and my friends..

Amirah,
I'm sorry if I've done anything to you or hurt you or anything. I didn't know what wrong I did to you. Please at least show or tell me what did I do to make myself a better person. Like seriously, I'm not angry anymore that you splashed water at me for no reason actually. If it was because I was too harsh on you, I'm sorry. I really am. I don't wanna lose a friend like you. Cause It's because of you that I go home everytime from NCC laughing. All because of you. I'm sorry.

Wah yesterday when eating dinner she really was damn funny I almost spit out all my food ah. She made my day ah actually. Wah.. But suddenly she splashed water at me for no reason. So i thought play play ah. Then her muker super serious. Then I was like, "Mirah, kau marah apahal? Aku ade simbah air kat kau ke tak? tak kan? Kau lang aku skarang aku ader buat paper ak?" I think it was there that I was too harsh on her. Sorry ah mirah.

So after that, Part Bs made my day. Oh and Amirah sec 2 pon. Wah Nabilah all that. Then kena halau. sian

amigos.

NCC day, 10th Anni. Busy much?

2009-06-30T06:25:00.001-07:00

Just now had a LATE rehearsal. BUT THEY GAVE US FOOD!! camp food. -.-' But I am So sorry Sarah Velcott that we had to eat in front of you. Tu ah, we told you sit there you dont waht. Then you sit in front of the Part Bs summore. Lagi Sakit hati kan. Haiyo. And 10th Anni's on Friday. Brush up everything!!! Last training on thursday like FINALLY! and Friday's the LAST time we're gon be hearing please dont stop the music. UHUH!!

(OMG WHY CANNOT UPLOAD PIC?!?)
i edit later.

edit

So tomorrow I'll be wearing gorgeous sexy no 3! Like, yay. And my sayang mummy is painstakingly trying to alter my skirt for me. I LOVE YOU MUMMY! cause like, if she alter below, the slit cannot see. then she bukak for me. :D SO i need to be in school by 6.40 tomorrow. tsk

toodles
edit

2009-06-29T07:53:00.000-07:00

She rock lah seh. Believe it or not, she studies in America. Cool. her songs Are very nice. go check it out.

2009-06-29T05:32:00.000-07:00

New skin, Again.
Gatal eh Izaan Noorzahin? Well, what to do? its in the blood, i think.
wasalamun.

2 Days.

2009-06-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

2 days
to have my life back
2 days
to have homeworks back

Whatever it is, I'm looking forward to school. Although I know this semester's gonna be WAY more tiring than Semester 1, all I need right now is the support of my beloved friends to move on in life, and make me a better person

As slow giler nak mampos I can be, I, the sotong/slowpoke/blurqueen, have just watched

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
illegaly yesterday. Awesome one. I think Hermione and Ron is super cute her ah when Ron is flirting with Hermione and protecting her and stuff. I was like, "OMG, SO CUUUUTE!" Serious, cute couple. YAY Half Bloob Prince they together, if im not wrong. And Harry's with Geeni [spelling?] I've always like her, not cho with harry. Man she's so cute. K, enough of harry potter madness.

Tomorrow's gon' be the start of Madrasah after the 1 month hols. Man I miss Ustaz Azman. YEH MAYBE I LEAVING AT SALMA'S PERIOD! :D

wasalamun.

quiz. thanks eh nabilah nadhrah. such a great help.

2009-06-26T07:41:00.000-07:00

Refer to title. Thanks alot sayangs. BUT im doing this cause I'm bored. So you two take it sarcasticly and directly. HAHA lame.

GUILTY OR INNOCENT:

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!(So people reading this, if you want an explanation.. comment.)Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

Asked someone to marry you
Innocent

Kissed one of your Facebook friend
Innocent

Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent

Ever told a lie?
Guilty

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

Kissed a picture?
Guitly

Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty?

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty

Held a snake?
Innocent

Been suspended from school?
Innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Innocent

Stolen from a store?
Innocent

Been fired from a job?
Innocent

Done something you regret?
Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Guilty

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Innocent

Kissed in the rain?
Guilty

Sat on a roof top?
Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Sang in the shower?
Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Innocent

Shaved your head?
Innocent

Slept naked?
Innocent

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Innocent

Been in a band?
Innocent

Shot a gun?
Guilty

Donated Blood?
Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty

Been too honest?
Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
Guilty

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk after wards?
Guilty

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
Guilty

Joined a pageant?
Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Innocent

Had communication w/ your ex?
Innocent

DATING Someone?
Innocent

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?
Innocent

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty

alamak
-Vampire
-Warewolves
-Demon
-Angel
-Devil
-Mother
-Father
-Sister
-Brother
-Nenek
-Datuk
-Monyang
-Cucu
-Cicit
-Anak Sedare
-Mak Mertua
-Mat Tahir
-Laki kau pe bini
-Bangla nye godma

HAHA NONSENSE EH ZAAN!

2009-06-26T07:05:00.000-07:00

The news I got this morning was saddening. It was the first thing in the morning what I heard. My mom was trying to wake my lazy bum up then when she said, " Michael Jackson passed away" then I was like, "OMG SERIOUSLY?!" was awoken man. Then went to the comp and searched for details bout his death. I think he's a great legend. I mean, like what Radiya said, he change music to another word. Especially this song.

Michael Jackson
1958-2009
RIP

2009-06-25T08:27:00.000-07:00

THIS IS SOOOOOOO FRUSTRATING.

i tried to illegally download photoshop but bloody hell it can't work! This is what happens when you do something illegal. GAH!

2009-06-23T00:34:00.000-07:00

oh yeah, pictures with nailah sayang!

She's hotter before she bathe.

Mine, bitch!

Adios. Me love Nabilah!

i seriously think having a sister doesnt help.

2009-06-22T03:31:00.000-07:00

Look at the title.
and now scroll my tagboard.
my sister's being all bitchy nowadays. Guess what? she even told my mum to read my. Serious shit. lucky she my sister. if not i'd HATE her. seriously. she lost my respect to her. she expect me to keep her secrets mine she never keep just because she felkt fucking offended reading my post about fathers day. see, it's again, these kind of things that makes me go back to the old, emo me. thank god created the word friends to motivate me to go on in life. i know i shouldnt say thins, but i love my friends MUCH MORE than my family. im sorry. thanks ah eh for making me wna cut again. im doing all these for my friends ah.

you know what? when i think of my friends i feel happy. i even laugh to myself when i think about them but when i think about family. pain come in. they hurt me so much i could bare sparing a thought for them. they focus on the negative things more they dont even realise the positive sides in me. i swear they can list down negative things of me much more than the positive. right now, the only beings i can rely on is teachers and friends. this is why sometimes i hate holidays and love school and camps.

met nabilah. yay.

2009-06-21T23:56:00.000-07:00

Hello people.
Supposed to go to school just now. But rehearsal cancelled. So met NABILAH at her house and watched Manjalara, watching someone's dick got cut off. HAHA! SO watched then she needed go to Whitesands to meet Asyikin and her other friend I think her name Brenda if I not wrong. Wah cedarians damn kecoh I myself lost. So I was quiet the whole way with them haha. Nababat wanted to eat so she bought her double cheese burger. Then went Popular...

I wanted to pay, then she asked whether I member or not then I said yar, I took my wallet then cari the card skali dont have. I was like, damn paisey seh. SO in the end I had to pay extra 15 cents. tsk.

How stupid can that get. went library cause Brenda wanted to look for her mum, i think. Then went round, walked to... OH WAIT I MISSED 1 PART!

When "sending" ikin to the MRT station there, I suddenly met my seniors. Maizurah Ashilah and Mahirah. list of things I should know but didn't know, until Nabilah told me.

1)Ashilah's Ikin's sister.
2)Mahirah's Yusuf's sister
3)Maizurah's........

Third one im not sure whether I should mention. i think i should just shush. But seriously, it was damn shocking. Singapore's too small. WAY too small. But I can't believe I'm that slow. super slow. What's happeneing to me?

Went central with nabs and she bought bubble tea again. haiyo that girl. then halfway she drink, she say she full redi. Annoying arse.

adios.

2009-06-20T23:21:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift Thug Story

Very hilarious, she super cool, i swear.

Fathers Day, a blast.

2009-06-20T19:09:00.000-07:00

After all those things we did yesterday, I finally made my dad an omelette. Can you imagine? That simple, we go through the trouble? You know what? I DID made the Peanut Butter cheese Sausage omelette. At least, for once, my dad eat something interesting cooked by her daughter. I treated it like Homec so I had all the presentation done and stuff like that. But it was nice, I like very much. So when he got home from work, he ate his brunch with me sister's french toast and another sister's milkshake plus a banana cake he bought. Then with that much food, of course he wouldnt have the heart to throw em away, right? So he ate everything. And guess what? he'll be having a wedding lunch again later. Eat AGAIN. Sorry ayah! so to all fathers out there,

HAPPY FATHER/BAPAK DAY!

bapak day. hilarious.

2009-06-20T10:41:00.000-07:00

~~Father's~~ Bapak day is like, ~~tomorrow~~ today. And guess what? Still nothing for my dad. Oh at 10, me and my sister was deciding what to buy for bapak day. Then confident want make brownie skali found out only got 5 bucks. Then keep looking for things that's within the budget then takder. Give up, went 7-11 at 1 am in the morning and my FIRST sister which is 20 years old is afraid of MAT bawah block. haiyo. Then she walk fast fast cause she scared of MAT. then I asked her, "kak, you went pahang camp got do night walk anot?" Then to cover up, she say, "I'm not afraid of the supernatural, i'm afraid of the natural". i was like, "dengar dengar, aku bukan natural pe" I mean like, come on, you're bloody hell 20 scared of these kind of kental giler nak mampos pe mat. Please lah. get a boyfriend please? k what? ok so bought ICE LEMON TEA in the end. Yeah, ice lemon tea for fathers day. YOUR HEAD AH! for ME and MY SISTERS you DAMMIT. See lah now i'm "you dammit"-ing people all because of NABABAT! So then tried to make Omelette for daddaye's breakfast tomorrow when he gets home. Then, Kakak number 1, again, just HAD to try a recipe with "Peanut Butter, Cheese, and sausage omelette" so I was,"fine, suit yourself." when I cook nicely, she just HAD to ruin the egg when transfering to the plate. Then she taste, not nice, SHE GAVE ME and asked me to eat. Power, at 1.30 in the morning. So, yar. then tomorrow making a bloody simple french toast.
We go all the way, to find the PERFECT father's day gift and found out, it's that simple. HOW STUPID CAN WE GET?!!

The distance we go, for our bapak.

new beginning

2009-06-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

I have transfered here from
http://mylovelynonsense.blogspot.com/
That blog, FYI, is the old me. She's now, weak, sick. Cause she's tired of crying she wont even eat. Stupid of her, right. This me, the new me is trying to change her life for the better and not stay and become the old me full of misery. For more updates, wait longlong.

man it feels good!

2009-06-20T03:25:00.001-07:00

Hello!