who am i?
Izaan Noorzahin Bte Ramlee
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Friday, August 14, 2009 7:25 AM
I don't know what I've done. I seriously don't. To make you all understand my story better, these are the characters:

Ashley
Jessica
Hayley
Natalie
Amanda

(note, any of you with these names, it's not you. I just picking random substitude names)

I hang out with these awesome people right here. As I was sick for one week, I didnt go to school. I missed every single bit that they're going through. I missed them. So after one week, I was excited to go back to school. Just imagining the delight in their faces seeing me. But just when I thought I was supposed to be given that welcomed greeting..

They simply ignored me. IGNORED MAHA IGNORED! Serious, I was invincible. What, did I turn invincible the week I wasnt at school? I didn't know what the fuck I did wrong like bloody shit hell to them that I dont exist. I ask them Ashley question, she answer with that unwilling look on her face. She from happy happy look at my face, she turned down. Sialluh, what the fuck I do man? I felt guilty at something I don't even realise doing. Till I broke down, like MAHA broke down nyer case. And to my malay class:

it wasnt just because of the project thingy. it was this.

Natalie also another one. Wah that girl like damn heartbreaker seriously haert damn pain I, again, broke down and cried. So much of the sorrys. So much of the "I was just playing" So much of everything. Blaming me for every single shit that I do nothing. I felt fucking guily kay, you want rembet me or anything, aku sanggup. But you yourself, I cam back and ask you what was the project that needed to be handed in on thursday. You keep saying "project project project". Like hello! you're not answering the fucking question. And blmae ME for asking teacher what project it was? I already said,

I'M FUCKING SORRY

and I'm still allowing you to hit me.
Thank you to hatziqah, Nisa and Irna.

my whole point of substituting the names so that people wont know who they ore. But it kinda seems too obvious. I'm sorry