i seriously think having a sister doesnt help.
Monday, June 22, 2009 3:31 AM
Look at the title.
and now scroll my tagboard.
my sister's being all bitchy nowadays. Guess what? she even told my mum to read my. Serious shit. lucky she my sister. if not i'd HATE her. seriously. she lost my respect to her. she expect me to keep her secrets mine she never keep just because she felkt fucking offended reading my post about fathers day. see, it's again, these kind of things that makes me go back to the old, emo me. thank god created the word friends to motivate me to go on in life. i know i shouldnt say thins, but i love my friends MUCH MORE than my family. im sorry. thanks ah eh for making me wna cut again. im doing all these for my friends ah.
you know what? when i think of my friends i feel happy. i even laugh to myself when i think about them but when i think about family. pain come in. they hurt me so much i could bare sparing a thought for them. they focus on the negative things more they dont even realise the positive sides in me. i swear they can list down negative things of me much more than the positive. right now, the only beings i can rely on is teachers and friends. this is why sometimes i hate holidays and love school and camps.